Thursday, April 30, 2009

Getting close..

I'm really nervous.. in less than a week I'll be in Chicago! My mom and I are driving up Wednesday night. Thursday I have a bunch of tests - an arthrogram, meeting with anesthesia, and appointment with Dr. Stover. Friday surgery is scheduled to begin at 7:30 a.m. and I have to be at the hospital at 5:30 a.m. So early! Although I doubt I sleep much that night anyway. We are staying at Dean's Aunt's house in Chicago, who I hear is a great cook! Bryce is coming up Thursday night, he was able to reschedule his cadaver lab he was hosting!

Well any encouraging words would be nice. I'm so nervous that when I start to think about it too long I literally get sick to my stomach. I know everything is going to be okay- and this is REALLY dramatic but before I didn't have much going on in my life when I had surgeries... now I have a husband and a beautiful daughter and I'm old enough now that I think of what could go wrong during it ya know? So that scares me. I'm going to hate to say goodbye to my little munchkin knowing that she can't be there :*(. It makes me sad, I just wish that she could be there with me and give me her amazing snuggles while I'm laying in the hospital bed. She is the best snuggler.. she burrows in to you and it just makes your heart melt <3

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